There are no contrived pictures, even Ricky in a towel. He did that by himself after I put it on his back :) such cuties!
(My hands were only up to block the light, not the screen. Without it you couldn't see the doggie LOL)
Wednesday, July 22, 2015
Cute puppies
Tuesday, July 21, 2015
Sigh
Well it is about dang time that I updated everyone with news.
Last week Dahm was in Singapore. So far no more unexplained tattoo's that I am aware of. However, I don't trust him at all anymore so there's that too. He took about $1480 out at this port ALONE, including most the paycheck and additional money from the savings account. And silly me, he talked about saving a lot of money while he was gone >.> I hate to sound resentful, but I'm really tired of the flip flop "I'm gonna do what my buddies do and everything they do is cool no matter what it is," attitude. I am really over it. But all I can really say is oh well, because he sees it as his money still. He's so stupid since we came here. I didn't realize that the humidity would leech out his brain cells. I try not to think about it too much because I get angry and upset and fed up, and he doesn't get a chance to try and fix it.
But he has to make some big choices when he comes back. Either he's going to change or he isn't, and I don't have the time, effort, or the capability to try and change him.It just sucks thinking that I might have to reset and go back to square one. At least I know one thing will never change, my parents and my family love me beyond belief and I know I can always count on you for that :)
Thank you mom for saying prayers for me, it really helps to know that I'm not the only one praying and worrying about everything. I know I have my own personal flaws (like becoming EXTREMELY hangry when I don't get my dinner), but I know that it can't just take me doing my best, it has to be both of us or neither of us. So I'm just trying to enjoy the time I have here on the island and I'm trying not to stress too much because I know I'm in capable hands. So I'll just teach Primary and go to church and hang out with Sam and the missionaries.
I was talking to Sam about how Nikki had the audacity to ask me to watch her dogs after never paying me for watching them in the past. She was like, "Well you could always tell her you need money up front," but the problem is that she owes me a lot of back pay XD and even if she DID pay me up front she would STILL owe me. So I'm not in the mood for that. I'm not into friends who only call me when they need something :p I need real life friends lol
I made a new friend on my street, she's really sweet (and Jamie's age ish I think) and her name is Rebekah. She's got a bunch of medical issues they're trying to sort out, she's tired all the time and practically has a caffeine addiction because of it haha. What's really cool about her and Sam is that they both know I don't drink coffee, tea, or alcohol and they both totally respect it and don't give it another thought. They're really nice and good friends. Sam forgets sometimes and the sweetie always asks if I'd like to try some of her Starbucks drinks. I'm going to go over to her house for dinner tomorrow, she's making lasagna out of zucchini noodles and she's hoping it will taste really good.
I also feel like I've got a slight cold, it's not a pleasant feeling of headachey, back of the throat nonsense, but it's barely there so I'm hoping it'll just go away and I won't have to figure out how to get a doctor's appointment now that I have Tricare. Bluh. I have flute lessons with a sweet little girl Katelyn who told me last time that she wishes she could go to the beach with me before school starts because she thinks I'd be a lot of fun :) what a cutie! She's doing pretty well in her lessons, she has issues switching between D and E flat, even though the only difference between the two is the pinky placement. So far she's learned notes B flat, C, D, E flat, F, and last lesson we learned G. She's almost got a scale! haha :) Pretty awesome for like, six lessons.
Cocoa keeps trying to weasel her way onto my lap whenever I use my laptop. It's cute, but it's also annoying. I never want to refuse snuggles to either dog though, they're so very good and they deserve so much more attention than they get sometimes. So POOF my work doesn't get done when she's around hahahah. I've made a lot of cool stuff for my busy-ness and it's looking pretty cute. I still have a lot to go. But it's exciting and fun and it takes my mind off a lot.
I'm thinking about visiting in either September or October, just depending on how everything goes here. I'll probably have to leave the dogs here, but now I've got another friend on my street I feel safer doing so. She's really sweet so I bet she'd be willing to water my plants and stuff while I was gone.
I haven't been doing as much I guess as I thought. Sam and I hang out every week and we go to the store together and shop and stuff.
I should probably go to bed, I have flute lessons in the morning and it's already midnight :o
I'll try to get on soon and tell you how much fun Ricky had at the park and all the other happy stuff and pictures that I don't have time to put up before bed. For now I need to brush everyone's teeth (which the dogs have grown to love haha)
Goodnight!
Last week Dahm was in Singapore. So far no more unexplained tattoo's that I am aware of. However, I don't trust him at all anymore so there's that too. He took about $1480 out at this port ALONE, including most the paycheck and additional money from the savings account. And silly me, he talked about saving a lot of money while he was gone >.> I hate to sound resentful, but I'm really tired of the flip flop "I'm gonna do what my buddies do and everything they do is cool no matter what it is," attitude. I am really over it. But all I can really say is oh well, because he sees it as his money still. He's so stupid since we came here. I didn't realize that the humidity would leech out his brain cells. I try not to think about it too much because I get angry and upset and fed up, and he doesn't get a chance to try and fix it.
But he has to make some big choices when he comes back. Either he's going to change or he isn't, and I don't have the time, effort, or the capability to try and change him.It just sucks thinking that I might have to reset and go back to square one. At least I know one thing will never change, my parents and my family love me beyond belief and I know I can always count on you for that :)
Thank you mom for saying prayers for me, it really helps to know that I'm not the only one praying and worrying about everything. I know I have my own personal flaws (like becoming EXTREMELY hangry when I don't get my dinner), but I know that it can't just take me doing my best, it has to be both of us or neither of us. So I'm just trying to enjoy the time I have here on the island and I'm trying not to stress too much because I know I'm in capable hands. So I'll just teach Primary and go to church and hang out with Sam and the missionaries.
I was talking to Sam about how Nikki had the audacity to ask me to watch her dogs after never paying me for watching them in the past. She was like, "Well you could always tell her you need money up front," but the problem is that she owes me a lot of back pay XD and even if she DID pay me up front she would STILL owe me. So I'm not in the mood for that. I'm not into friends who only call me when they need something :p I need real life friends lol
I made a new friend on my street, she's really sweet (and Jamie's age ish I think) and her name is Rebekah. She's got a bunch of medical issues they're trying to sort out, she's tired all the time and practically has a caffeine addiction because of it haha. What's really cool about her and Sam is that they both know I don't drink coffee, tea, or alcohol and they both totally respect it and don't give it another thought. They're really nice and good friends. Sam forgets sometimes and the sweetie always asks if I'd like to try some of her Starbucks drinks. I'm going to go over to her house for dinner tomorrow, she's making lasagna out of zucchini noodles and she's hoping it will taste really good.
I also feel like I've got a slight cold, it's not a pleasant feeling of headachey, back of the throat nonsense, but it's barely there so I'm hoping it'll just go away and I won't have to figure out how to get a doctor's appointment now that I have Tricare. Bluh. I have flute lessons with a sweet little girl Katelyn who told me last time that she wishes she could go to the beach with me before school starts because she thinks I'd be a lot of fun :) what a cutie! She's doing pretty well in her lessons, she has issues switching between D and E flat, even though the only difference between the two is the pinky placement. So far she's learned notes B flat, C, D, E flat, F, and last lesson we learned G. She's almost got a scale! haha :) Pretty awesome for like, six lessons.
Cocoa keeps trying to weasel her way onto my lap whenever I use my laptop. It's cute, but it's also annoying. I never want to refuse snuggles to either dog though, they're so very good and they deserve so much more attention than they get sometimes. So POOF my work doesn't get done when she's around hahahah. I've made a lot of cool stuff for my busy-ness and it's looking pretty cute. I still have a lot to go. But it's exciting and fun and it takes my mind off a lot.
I'm thinking about visiting in either September or October, just depending on how everything goes here. I'll probably have to leave the dogs here, but now I've got another friend on my street I feel safer doing so. She's really sweet so I bet she'd be willing to water my plants and stuff while I was gone.
I haven't been doing as much I guess as I thought. Sam and I hang out every week and we go to the store together and shop and stuff.
I should probably go to bed, I have flute lessons in the morning and it's already midnight :o
I'll try to get on soon and tell you how much fun Ricky had at the park and all the other happy stuff and pictures that I don't have time to put up before bed. For now I need to brush everyone's teeth (which the dogs have grown to love haha)
Goodnight!
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